Jason Ward
(1979-2004)
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This site Has been created to honour the memory of one of the most amazing people I have ever known, and he was my brother! Born with the name Jason Ward, known at his death as Purple.
Born on the 15th of March 1979 he was a skinny thing but no-one thought much of it.  He took his time learning to crawl and really only shuffled on his bum!  He had an umbilical hernia removed which gave him a smiley belly button!  At an eye test, the optician said to my mum "I think your son may have Marfan Syndrome."  Tests were done by the doctors and the opticians fears were confirmed.  He had Marfan.


So began the long struggle against living with a condition that affects nearly all the muscles in the body from the heart to the muscles that hold the lenses in your eyes in place.  Many stories can be told of the things Purple used to do to cope with his condition.
I can't remember when it was said but we all knew that Purple wouldn't live as long as the rest of us.  Children born with 100% Marfan die within a few hours, those with 90% maybe up to 3yrs.  My brother had it 70-80%, the oldest they predicted he could live to was 40yrs old.  Not a wonderful thought to live with and sometimes I think it drove him to attempted suicide, but he had too many people looking out for him.

Finally, on the 26th of June 2004, it took its toll after a night out while he was in Cornwall, working on a strawberry farm.  He collapsed on his way back from the toilets with a friend.  When asked if he wanted an ambulance he said "hell no...", he knew it was his time. His aortic route had split, another thing due to Marfan.  He could only have been saved if they'd had him on an operating table the moment it happened.
My younger brother had to be the one to allow them to stop after they had tried everything in the emergency room.  Minutes later I found out the news.

His funeral was decadent!  The church was packed with goths, metallers and non alternative people alike, all there for Purple.  All had their own experience of him-the most honest, caring, fun loving person they had known.  At the grave side when he had been placed in the grave everybody threw something in after him, Jack Daniels, cigarettes, clothes, flowers, all sorts!  The wake went on til the early hours, all in the spirit of Purple!

To put Purple in nutshell is hard, he wrote it himself the best.

"I care too much.
I would like to hear my voice.
I can't see the end of me
Store it deep inside of me.
I can't hate people
I can't be nasty to people.
I don't like other people doing it.
I invariably ignore or overlook people's foibles.
I always try to be there for people I care for.
I fall in love too easily.
I can be very manipulative, with no effort.
I keep myself distant.
I can be thoughtless.
I can't talk about my emotions.
I don't judge others quickly, if at all.
I forgive and quite often forget.
I am territorial of lots of things.
I'm a bit selfish.
I am arrogant, yet unconfident.
I pick the wrong women (for me).
I am lazy in certain respects.
I am hard working in others.
I'm not a bad person.
I wonder if the heating is on in hell."


It says everything.
Heres to a wonderful person, my best friend. I will love and miss you til I see you again.
Your little big sis, Hayley xxxx

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Tributes and Condolences
Mr. Purple, Sir?   / Fay Baker (Erm... ex? friend? who the hell knows! )
Long time travelling today (from Edinburgh) otherwise I'd have popped by and shivered (do doubt with Dave) for a while at your place.  Sometimes I think my son sees you.. but then sometimes I think the spider plant is talking to me.  W...  Continue >>
A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN WITH A BEAUTIFUL SMILE!   / Shari Whitehead (VISITOR)
JASON, IS SOMEONE, YOU WOULD LOVE TO MEET. THE BEAUTY OF HIS SOUL IS IN HIS SMILE. HOW PROUD! YOU MUST BE OF THIS GREAT MAN. HE WILL LIVE ON. I LOST MY SON (YANNICK) APRIL 5, 2005, AGE: 16. I KNOW, HOW MUCH MY SON MEANS TO ME. MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP ...  Continue >>
Sorry  / Josh (Old Friend )
Sorry, I missed so many year of friendship. the night you told me i had to leave for my own good, was the turning point in my life. I got clean and got happy. Yes I am keeping my promise.miss you mad old git.
To my wonderful Son   / Beth Armstrong (Mum)
It is two years now since your dad phoned me and gave me the news that you had died.Both of us flung into a spiral of dispear. Your dad told me as calmly as he could the events and how Jonny your brother and your best friend Paul were with you. Jonny...  Continue >>
you wonderful man!   / Hayley Ward (sister)
To all who read this you should know how great my brother was. A man who would help anybody he could, and if he'd been rich he would have helped a lot more!He was there if I needed him. We didn't phone each other every day and it was often weeks or m...  Continue >>
I'mnothere / Sir Kevalot     Read >>
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His legacy
His Niece and Nephew  
Purple leaves behind him his much loved nephew Aaron, to whom he left his adored Musicman bass.
Also his niece Violet that he never saw because I was pregnant with her when he died. In his honour she was named Violet Anastasia because it was the closest I could get to purple and he loved the name Anastasia and was determined that I should name my baby that coz he knew it would be a girl!
Aaron often says "Uncle Purple died" and sniffs, I'm pretty sure he misses him.
 
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The Man himself!
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